okay, wow. this is how messed up my internal clock is. really. this is so sad and embarrasing.
okay, so i woke up at 2:50am, but i immediately thought that it was in the afternoon. thinking i had missed all my classes today, i was freaking out because it's only the third day of winter quarter. but since i can't really do anything about it anyway (now that i've tricked myself to believe that i missed all of friday), i went back to sleep. woke up at 5:00am, obviously thinking that it's in the evening, i jolt awake because i had planned to eat dinner with my friend at 4:45pm. i call her saying that i am sorry for not eating with her and that i didn't go to any of my classes today (which, by the way, has only just begun.) so in reality, i was calling my friend at five in the morning. oh, i'm apologizing to her later. she must think i'm nuts. so i made myself "dinner". i look at my alarm clock but i don't realize that it says "am". so thinking i've slept through the day, i go on my computer for something to do. but then, i look at the clock on my computer (and i keep it on military time, so if it were in the evening, it would have read 17:15) and it reads, "5:15". i'm thinking, what?! i look at my alarm clock and see that it reads "am" as well. but it couldn't be that early in the morning, because it feels like i had a long sleep. but then, i look out my window and it starts getting brighter. i don't understand, and suddenly, i have this fear that i've slept through friday altogether and woke up the morning of the 8th, a saturday. so i have this panic attack because now, not only did i miss friday classes, i also missed a ra set-up and take-down for a friday nigt event. and this is when i need to just grasp some sort of sanity. i go online and check my online college e-mail account, and it reads, "good morning, mai. today is friday, january 7, 2005". and the time read, "6:30am". so i started to put this together and realized, finally, that i had only slept for four hours, that i hadn't missed any classes today, nor had i missed the ra thingy. i also realized that i had eaten a cup noodle for (early!) breakfast (so bad for you) and that i am a complete retard.
this is a sure sign that tells me i need to rid of this jet lag... fast.
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